"Why am I a boy!" It was not his usual manner to wish being a girl, he felt quite comfortable with his gender but just in this very special moments he knew that it would make things much easier for him and the rest of the world.

They were rehearsing for a christmas-show, again and again Peter the coordinator and trainer pushed them to do their best, trying flip-flops and acrobatic tasks separately to become familiar with them, his words were that they had to be so perfect that they could do it with closed eyes and right after awakening at night. Everybody knew his place and tried not to disappoint Peters high expectation. It was some sort of a tale, a light story about a girl trying to escape from her usual role and image in her family and fighting for justice and honesty. There was the part of her contrahent who wasn´t able to accept her wish of independance, but in the end - as usual - he had learned a lot and could accept and love her.

Peter was early, no sign of Anne, they wanted to try their special dance they would perform in the show, Peter had some new ideas concerning the lifting figures and as Anne was practiced they were sure to manage in 1 hour before the others would arrive for the complete going through the programm. "Sorry, I´m late, missed the bus, but let´s start immediatly." They trained concentrated and didn´t noticed that Max arrived, short after the beginning, sitting silent on the bank at the edge of the hall and watching carefully and as concentrated as themselfes. Later the others arrived, too and they stopped their private training and worked altogether.

"Have you seen Max in the girl´s clothes?" "Oh yes, he looks marvellous, perfect, and his motion, really sexy isn´t it?" There was a scene were three of the men has to escape in girls-clothes, Peter hast decided that this would be a good time for a rhythmic fric-froc-dance to animate the audience to clap their hands with the music. The other two boys felt quite uncomfortable but Peter knew that even if they were not perfect in dancing like girls the audience would love it, men in skirts can do what they want it´s a great spectacle and pleasure.

- I like most the dance you perform with Peter at the end of the show
- Well, I´d say you like most Peter, correct?
- Oh, you...
- I´m not blind Max
- But I..., I...
- Shhhh, you needn´t search for an excuse or so, it´s no reason to blush or to be ashamed
- But how do you know? I never said a word to Peter or someone else!
- Your eyes say enough
- To tell you a secret, I often have wished to be a girl so that I could take your part in this dance
- That wouldn´t change anything
- But why, my feelings would be acceptable
- Peter isn´t interested in girls